i know that everything will be ok, but i am bumming about not being in ireland... i mean england is cool and all but just not my element... ireland is my element... i just feel like myself there and at home (because it was made my home in the 4 months i was there)...
i found myself there... you know i was really happy with who i was in ireland... i just have to keep that going on for the rest of my life, being happy with who i am... even out of ireland. i can do it...
kinda a weird place now... between home in ireland and home home... in limbo... but it should be fun in greece and such, and i am really excited about coming home.
so dan gave a shitty goodbye that pissed me off... but later i was texting him about something he forgot and the proper goodbye that he texted made me cry and made my trip, serious... he wished me luck on my eurotrip, told me not to do too much dancing in the rain and God Bless... 
also dave drove 45 mins each way to see liz and i on sunday (for 20 mins). made me smile. and he is coming to america (the east coast) in november to celebrate me and holly and liz's bdays...
i cried saying goodbye... i still cry a little...
i miss and love my roomies: dan, dave, noel, holly and liz...
but it is better to have had the experience and lost than never had it at all!
coming home soon, miss you all and will be seeing you sooner than you know it!  | 
